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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
i guess he must have hated/hate me

so so so so so so sosooso sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooso so so sosooso sooooooooooooooooooooso so so so oooooooooooooooo so so so sosooso soooooooooooooooooooo much. And find me sosososososososo very disgusting that time to say to just pretend we dont know each other the next time we ever meet.
oh well. :( guess I deserved it. He feel good can le. One person feel good better than none.

No energy to bother about that now..........  sigh.  Writing report last paragraph :| and then slp



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Sunday, April 04, 2010
sux to be me

i think seeing me hooked on you still just gives you the thrills when u r extremely bored...
I can't help but be confused all the time.
I must replay everything in my head all over again to convince my brain that I should not freaking bother.
Oh well. My life sux as it is.... a little more won't hurt anyway.

I've decided to block him as well....and... I deleted any pic in fb that might just have any link to anything whatsoever.  and stop appearing in my top news already.

I really really really hate any memory I have of you now.
How stupid can I be anyway to be still hooked onto you.
Disgusting loser.



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Thursday, April 01, 2010
ANGSTY

Wah angsty when people complain OMG OMG U DAMN THIN CAN YOU GO AND EAT MORE???!?! esp when u have already freaking tried and failed. And actually not even very thin in the 1st place.

To People who have huge boobs and complain about others who look thin/ say they are anorexic/ should eat more. Good for you that everything you eat goes to your boob while for some people, no matter how hard they try, everything goes to everywhere else but your boobs/ arms/ upper body but your tummy, ass and legs instead.

(Like me) and then people still come and tell you.. wah u damn thin leh. wth start looking below. You think I wanna look like that isit? U BLIND ARH. It's not proportionate. I've really tried eating so much, exercising so much that I got thunder legs... are you very satisfied about that? Why should I eat so much then?

Or would you like me to bug you everytime that WAH u r fatter than me leh. TOO FAT ALREADY faster start exercising? 
Why don't you try exercising to try becoming thinner then? Cant ar? Too bad larh.
Just like people who are flat chested or have mosquito bite boobs..TOO BAD LARH.

Ky theory is that you are fat when your tummy is bigger than your boobs. That is you look down and see your tummy over yr boobs. Well, if that aint happening for you, GOOD FOR YOU So just stfu and gtfo. Cuz people who have smaller boobs look horrible/pregnant if they have a huge bulging tummy compared to someone who is plump. And as for your legs... Oh pls you look proportionate. GOOD FOR YOU.

And for guys who think that gals shouldnt look thin.. (well YEA of course if you have boobs and ass that's good. But some people just cant so FACE IT ALREADY. It's true some are really god damnit disappearing now but that's none of my business..don't you fucking compare me to them)
... well... erm.. take a look at yourself first.... my thighs are like.... 3 times yours? My arms are like your calf? gawd. You belong to the skinny people side of the argument larh. Just understand and shut the fuck up already.

Or do you want me to start bugging you to go hit the gym, do some weights/drink protein shakes already (that's what my brother does -.-).
You look fucking puny like ah peh just go get some muscle mass. Cant ar? TOO BAD LARH.

Life's like that.
TOO BAD



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Monday, March 29, 2010
Via eletheowl

I wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just you. And when I’d open the door you’d smile and while I’m trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing here you’d tell me how hard the past months have been, how much you’ve thought about me, how much you regretted everything. And then you’d take me into your arms and ask me to forgive you and I would without hesitation.Then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again.

Just this will be sufficient.
And I can wish on . lol.
But nevertheless this is sweet haha even though one should not daydream so much.





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Sunday, March 28, 2010
I was young and immatured

and so people change.
It's all in the past now.
Chey what for.
That means there was nothing in the first place.
Nothing to go/ look back to.
And I swore I never tried going back after the 3 times I failed.
Cuz there was nothing left.
I should not even turn back and try to smile.
Bcuz it wasn't real.
I hate myself for not being able to hate you.
But I should stop being frustrated at myself
I ought to wake up my bloody idea.
Do whatever you like, continue hating me.
I'm propably used to it anyway.




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